Wednesday, 28 December 2011

Promises Plea

I sat there, my legs crossed while both palms of my hands were laid on the ground. My head was bowed down and I whispered upon the person in front of me "Please, don't hurt her again"

The boy in front of me was my friend's boyfriend. He has constantly cheated on her, lied to her and forgets about her. Perhaps he will hear my plea but probably not; I still have to try to reach him.

"Please, don't hurt her anymore!" I yelled at him from the top of my lungs.

"Please don't cheat on her anymore" I could hear him sit

"Please don't lie to her anymore" He scooted closer to me.

"Please don't forget her anymore" I felt the tears running down my face as my eyes were closed shut.

"... i'm sorry" He replied apologetically. My eyes snapped open and I raised my head to look at the crying boy whom I hated for so long. Suddenly, all my hatred was thrown out the window.

"I am so sorry, I really do love her. I do" He told me.

"I will not cheat on her anymore" I cringed

"I will not lie to her anymore" I backed away from him.

"I will not lie to her anymore" And I cried until I could cry no longer.

If this was a dream, may I never awaken anymore in hopes that my friend will be happy forever. If he truly does love her, may he love her forever. I hope he was not lying to me and meant what he had just promised me.

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

For Christmas

Hey Santa, I'm a 17 year old student. Am I too old for you now? I still would really like a present, am I still on your lists? If I am, that's just great. I can write this without constraint. So here this goes...

I want Fruit cups
I want rice
I want something sweet and nice

I want family
If that's alright
I want it to be Christmas eve all night

I need my friends
I need my cake
Hopefully I'm not writing this too late

I want cookies, if that's fine
I'll leave yours out so its alright

If this Christmas eve, you could come to my house first. I will be on my laptop like a simple teenager. Is that okay? Will you visit my room just for today? I want to say thank you too for all the stuff that you can do. You make people happy all night and you need to chill out and play a game. Which one, Plants vs zombies or pokemon?

I want to say thank you
I want something for me to do
I want a white Christmas
I don't wanna be lonesome

I want to play a game
I want to get a gun
I want to say thank you
For everything you do

So thank you, is that enough? If I said your awesome, would it be enough?

Saturday, 17 December 2011

Under the Christmas Tree

(Verse 1)
Christmas this time of year
Can be warm and can be cold
Mistletoe everywhere
But I am not that bold

Lights and ribbon scattered
Children shouting with glee
Worrying about gifts for you
But I'm happy you're with me

(Chorus)
I can wait for you
Under the Christmas tree
Waiting with a present
Waiting with a smile

I can wait for you
Under the Christmas tree
Hoping that you'd sit too
And stay for awhile


Thursday, 15 December 2011

Let me be with you

You killed me
The moment
You said
Goodbye

Goodbye
Is the
Saddest thing
You had said

You had said
Cupid pulled
The arrow
Out

Out
Of your
Beautiful eyes
I can see

I can see
Why you
Would leave
My heart forever

My heart forever
Remains here
But still
Please

Please
Let me
Be with
Someone like you

Someone like you
Is all
That I
Have

Have
You ever
Realized that
I cannot be

I cannot be
Without you
You are
Love

Suki desu Suzuki kun!

Reading it was hard. It was hard to read the fact that the girl the guy loved was being dragged away from another. Somehow, it affected me very much. My heart started pounding and the moment she looked back at him with a sad look in her eyes, that was it. My heart completely dropped; needles started to taunt it and it really hurt. When she ran back to him and hugged him, it was the happiest thing I have ever seen in my life. Who knew one little story could change my world?

Sunday, 11 December 2011

Sounds of an Student writing an Essay.

Thud Thud Thud

My head sounded as I banged it onto the desk that I was sitting at.

Click Click Click

The keyboard made with every letter button that I pressed

Bang Bang Bang

My brother's video game made as he shot more victims

Nothing...

Appeared within my head as I tried to think of an excuse to get myself out of this mess or a new sentence.

Saturday, 3 December 2011

Androphobia Chapter 4

"Taria, I'm fine. Trust me. He didn't do anything" I reassured Taria as her anger swelled. She calmed down and picked me up.

"Carolette, were best friends right? So you can tell me anything" She said with a smile on her face. I only nodded. If I told her what my secret was, I am sure she would never talk to me again. I wouldn't blame her, it disgusted me too. Unfortunately, I could not run away from myself so I have to stand up and fight like a woman should despite my past. I tapped on Taria and she placed me down in front of the classroom.

"Well, here comes another day" I said as I was about to walk into the classroom and face Mr. Taneshima.

"Carolette, fighting" Taria encouraged as we both opened the doors to our homeroom.