Memories of Adopted Abuse

Pull me up and push me down

Even if love is not allowed

Hug me tight and put me to sleep

Is that really all you need

Passing by is all my life

Pick me up and look at me again

Maybe we could make amends

Push me away and turn away

Perhaps this is my price to pay

Passing by is all my life

Hit me and punch me in the face

I have no other home to be placed

Hurt me with your words and yell

As long as we don't end up in hell

Passing by is all my life

Lay me down and let me die

Don't you dare look here and cry

Dig a hole and Bury me

Maybe in heaven I would be free

Passing by is all my life

Misunderstood friendship

I saw this one guy on the bus today. I used to know him when I was younger and he was quite kind. He could always make me laugh and knew how to make me smile. That was until the accident. I yelled out that I hated a boy with the same name as he had. He thought I mean't him and stopped talking to me. Ever since, 6 years later and he still ignores me. Why does this always happen to me? I wanted to talk to him but my shy tendencies prevented me to from apologizing so this grew into a misunderstanding...

One misunderstanding that caused our friendship to fall into pieces and disappear into the breeze. Now I find myself staring at the sky and wondering... does he ever miss me?

Fallen Heaven

Id give you my time to be happy because I know how gloom you are. Your a beautiful fallen angel that i'm glad I met and I don't want to leave you alone. Green eyes that can pierce through an emerald with blonde spikey hair. The kindness of heaven that you had given to me with a soul that I have to bare. Could you stay with me here forever? In a pleasant and sweet memory or will you fade into a dream? Well as long as you never forget me. I know if you ever stare at me and who I truly was; I could say that I am a flower that has been treated by your love. I know that you could never love me the way I do for you but I find myself standing here. Your the closest to heaven that I'll ever reach so I suppose I will let you go from here. You have to find your way back to heaven and that means this is farewell. I could never forget sweet spirit, I hope I can meet you again.

The Minute

The Minute you
turned around
looked at me
made a sound
came to be

That Minute you said
You love me

The best Minute of my Life

Make me Wish

You make me wish that I could say
That everything could fade away
Into what seemed to be yesterday

I gazed upon the forest floor with my legs and arms slowly disappearing. I looked up at the sky and saw its vast beauty before I left the world.

Easily angered and antagonized
People just being objectified
Nightmares being solidified

A boy sitting upon a stump, leaning over a small pond, pondering about why he yelled at his older sister. He glanced across the lake to see a blue butterfly, tiny and frail, fluttering away; he said his farewell to his sister before getting up and walking the other way.

Oh what a pretty little girl, wandering
Oh what a sorry little boy, wondering
Oh what a blue little butterfly, fluttering

Oh what a sad little tale, dimming...

Kokoro

Hearts are easily broken; that doesn't mean you can toss yours away. A heart can break 1000 times and still be repaired with the glue of time and by someone else no matter what, yet when a heart is cast aside, only another being can help you find it. Even so, you may not find it; your heart may be tossed away forever. You would be all alone with an emptiness inside you. You may have a pulse but that does not mean that you have a heart. Just because you have an organ with the same name, that does not mean you have any feeling. Hearts are supposed to break. if you are tired of it breaking, please keep it. No one wants to be alone.