Promises Plea

I sat there, my legs crossed while both palms of my hands were laid on the ground. My head was bowed down and I whispered upon the person in front of me "Please, don't hurt her again"

The boy in front of me was my friend's boyfriend. He has constantly cheated on her, lied to her and forgets about her. Perhaps he will hear my plea but probably not; I still have to try to reach him.

"Please, don't hurt her anymore!" I yelled at him from the top of my lungs.

"Please don't cheat on her anymore" I could hear him sit

"Please don't lie to her anymore" He scooted closer to me.

"Please don't forget her anymore" I felt the tears running down my face as my eyes were closed shut.

"... i'm sorry" He replied apologetically. My eyes snapped open and I raised my head to look at the crying boy whom I hated for so long. Suddenly, all my hatred was thrown out the window.

"I am so sorry, I really do love her. I do" He told me.

"I will not cheat on her anymore" I cringed

"I will not lie to her anymore" I backed away from him.

"I will not lie to her anymore" And I cried until I could cry no longer.

If this was a dream, may I never awaken anymore in hopes that my friend will be happy forever. If he truly does love her, may he love her forever. I hope he was not lying to me and meant what he had just promised me.

For Christmas

Hey Santa, I'm a 17 year old student. Am I too old for you now? I still would really like a present, am I still on your lists? If I am, that's just great. I can write this without constraint. So here this goes...

I want Fruit cups

I want rice

I want something sweet and nice

I want family

If that's alright

I want it to be Christmas eve all night

I need my friends

I need my cake

Hopefully I'm not writing this too late

I want cookies, if that's fine

I'll leave yours out so its alright

If this Christmas eve, you could come to my house first. I will be on my laptop like a simple teenager. Is that okay? Will you visit my room just for today? I want to say thank you too for all the stuff that you can do. You make people happy all night and you need to chill out and play a game. Which one, Plants vs zombies or pokemon?

I want to say thank you

I want something for me to do

I want a white Christmas

I don't wanna be lonesome

I want to play a game

I want to get a gun

I want to say thank you

For everything you do

So thank you, is that enough? If I said your awesome, would it be enough?

Under the Christmas Tree

(Verse 1)
Christmas this time of year
Can be warm and can be cold
Mistletoe everywhere
But I am not that bold

Lights and ribbon scattered
Children shouting with glee
Worrying about gifts for you
But I'm happy you're with me

(Chorus)
I can wait for you
Under the Christmas tree
Waiting with a present
Waiting with a smile

I can wait for you
Under the Christmas tree
Hoping that you'd sit too
And stay for awhile

Let me be with you

You killed me

The moment

You said

Goodbye

Goodbye

Is the

Saddest thing

You had said

You had said

Cupid pulled

The arrow

Out

Out

Of your

Beautiful eyes

I can see

I can see

Why you

Would leave

My heart forever

My heart forever

Remains here

But still

Please

Please

Let me

Be with

Someone like you

Someone like you

Is all

That I

Have

Have

You ever

Realized that

I cannot be

I cannot be

Without you

You are

Love

Suki desu Suzuki kun!

Reading it was hard. It was hard to read the fact that the girl the guy loved was being dragged away from another. Somehow, it affected me very much. My heart started pounding and the moment she looked back at him with a sad look in her eyes, that was it. My heart completely dropped; needles started to taunt it and it really hurt. When she ran back to him and hugged him, it was the happiest thing I have ever seen in my life. Who knew one little story could change my world?

Sounds of an Student writing an Essay.

Thud Thud Thud

My head sounded as I banged it onto the desk that I was sitting at.

Click Click Click

The keyboard made with every letter button that I pressed

Bang Bang Bang

My brother's video game made as he shot more victims

Nothing...

Appeared within my head as I tried to think of an excuse to get myself out of this mess or a new sentence.

Androphobia Chapter 4

"Taria, I'm fine. Trust me. He didn't do anything" I reassured Taria as her anger swelled. She calmed down and picked me up.

"Carolette, were best friends right? So you can tell me anything" She said with a smile on her face. I only nodded. If I told her what my secret was, I am sure she would never talk to me again. I wouldn't blame her, it disgusted me too. Unfortunately, I could not run away from myself so I have to stand up and fight like a woman should despite my past. I tapped on Taria and she placed me down in front of the classroom.

"Well, here comes another day" I said as I was about to walk into the classroom and face Mr. Taneshima.

"Carolette, fighting" Taria encouraged as we both opened the doors to our homeroom.

Bad night

     "I told you that it wasn't me!" My mother screamed at my father as he was leaving out the door.

     "I saw the pictures, I know you were with him" my father replied with an antagonized tone. Kate and I were observing from the top of the stair case next to the front door where my parents were.

      "Would I ever cheat on you? You know it wasn't me" My mother said as she touched my fathers arm. My father pulled his arm away from her and opened the door to the cold and snowing outdoors.

     "I saw what I saw Mary. Now I'm going to my friends house to stay for the night. I cannot sleep in the same bed with a monster" My father said as he glanced at my mother before walking outside and slamming the door behind him. My mother fell upon her knees and cried. My eldest brother, John, went to comfort her. I pulled on Kate and we dashed to our room before anyone knew what we had witnessed.

Good night

"Brother... I'm cold" my little sister said to me as she climbed into my bed. I glanced down and stared into her green pleading eyes before sighing

"Fine, you can sleep here for just one night" I said as I turned away from her. I could already tell how delighted she was as she cuddled up behind me like I was some sort of heater. I felt her cold little hands touch my back and I poked her legs with the tip of my foot. She was absolutely freezing.

"Kate please, leave me a little room to turn" I asked of her. Slowly, she backed away but managed to pull some of my blankets away from me.

"Good night brother" she said just as she was about to fall asleep. I gazed out the window and into the stars. Good night my little sister.

How it feels like: To be sick

I feel flushed. I feel as though my head is on fire. What is happening to me? Am I sick? Am I spending too much time at home? I don't know. All I know is that this is driving me insane. I am sure I am not in love so I can scratch that off. The only possible reason is aliment! Perhaps I spent too much time running around? Is it really that cold outside? I think my mind if going off course. I need to get my thoughts together. Firstly, what am I doing? Okay, I am sitting in a cold room without a heater. But I am in a blanket, how can this be? I am perfectly warm. Oh, here comes mom, thank goodness. Mom, hey Mom! Can you help me? I think I'm burning up.

SHINee: Onew

Onew is my idol. He is one of the best things that had ever been put onto this planet next to Crepes, Tacos and Anime. Onew is a member of a Korean pop group named SHINee. Onew is only his stage name though; his name is Lee Jinki! The reason why I adore him so much is because when someone asked him if he wanted a child or chicken, with no hesitation he picked chicken. Also, when he was dancing on stage during a song... he dropped his mic! Well, usually people would think he bent down and got it. Most guys would have, I'll admit it. Anyways, he drives head first into the stage to get it and since this was being recorded, all you see in the camera shot was his legs fly upward into the air. He is my idol and if anyone heard me talk about chicken, I would eventually quote Onew.

No Romance Series: I know you know

Some people call me cocky
And some call me rude
Some people just believe that
I speak nothing but truth
At least I can say I'm truthful
Won't stop what I do
Cause I I I I know you know I got it

No Romance Series: Iris

I'd give up eternity to see you
Cause I know that you know me somehow
You would listen to my silly thoughts
For all the off hours right now
So all I taste is the air for the moment
And all I could breathe is it all
But sooner or later it's over
But I don't want to leave you alone

And I don't want the world to discover
That there's something I don't understand
When my reflection on a mirror is broken
Let the black cat take form in my hand

Memory is fleeting

A perfect memory does not exist. Memories are supposed to fade with every passing moment of remembrance. The only true memories that remain straight are the ones we forget the moment they happen. So then what is the point of them? Good or bad, we have no other option but to remember or not to remember. We cannot just cease to recall anything. I wonder why all memories that are recalled seem to delude themselves. is this even a scientific fact? My memory is fleeting as well for I cannot remember how I learned such a piece of information

It will take me a minute to wish

Looking at the shooting stars and the vastness of the night sky, I gazed at a shooting star and closed my eyes. What should I wish for? I could wish for a pony that I never received in my childhood or perhaps I desire a grand amount of money to use for whatever purpose I deem necessary. There are so many things to wish for and I cannot even begin to imagine the possibilities of a single wish. I re-opened my eyes and thousands of stars were gliding across the stars. As I lay down on the grassy field with everyone from my neighbourhood outside on the same land as I, I realized that I could wish all what I wanted. I shall wish for money, ponies, and maybe even a love. I’ve always wanted to fall in love with a fantastic boy who would love me for who I am. The light of the stars would be my hope and my path toward my dreams, or at least this is what I believe. Silly me, 15 years old and I still believe in shooting stars granting everyone’s dreams. I got up as the night sky was fading into dusk and the morning sun was peeking itself from over the hillside. I walked away and suddenly I found myself falling down and a boy with short black hair, reaching his hand down. “Are you okay?” he asked with a worried tone. I looked into his sparkling blue eyes as the sunrise reflected off of them and took his hand. “Thank you” I replied with a smile. Maybe one of my wishes will come true right now.

Dreaming Awake

     "What would happen if I died, right here and now?". I would have lost a future for myself. I wanted to get married, have kids, and maybe a dog. I would have loved to have a girl named Cecilia. She would have long black hair with a small curl at the end. I would give her his straw sun hat with a blue ribbon tied upon its head and take a picture of her with it on in a field of sun flowers. She would smile at me and twirl around with her lovely blue dress on. One that looked like it came out of the Victorian era with white laces and a corset. She could say "I love you mommy" all she wants and hug me with her small arms. My husband would be none other than a boy from my childhood. Antonio, 1 year my senior. He has green crystal eyes and short spiked blonde hair. I remember back when I was only in seventh grade and trying to make my way through life. Back then, I had no idea of his name other than it sounded like "Anthony". Turns out he was Italian. Thus, I called him as such and to this day, have been the only one to call him that. One day, this person in my class with the same name had antagonized me and I screamed out "I hate you Anthony!" and just as I was about to say that boys last name, Antonio ran past me with a basket ball in his hand. he turned around when he got a fair distance. I never even knew he went to the same school as I did. I usually only saw him at church. The way he looked that day was a face I would never forget. The skin on his brow had crushed slightly and his eyes wide open. His lips were partially open and I could even see his two front teeth. He never talked to me again afterward. To this day, I would think about him. I believe that it was all too late for me and him but I was still passionately in love with that boy. Even now, I am still infatuated with the mere memories he left with me. I wish he, Cecilia and I could buy an island and stay there together forever, just the three of us. That is impossible now. My love now believes I despise him and Cecilia will never be born. Antonio now has moved on and I still live within the walls of the past. I closed my eyes and went to sleep. Another night gone by, another thought crossed along. Either way, this thought will never be forgot.

Time Cliff

I walked upon the edge of time itself. I looked down into the endless vast sequences of life and upon the swirls of it all. Seconds ticking constantly in the clock of my own making which I now held in my hands, feeling it's wooden features. I carried it around with me as I frolicked along the cliff side of everyone's mountain of time. When people say they have no time, they have almost all of world's time. I sat down and stared at my clock. 11:59.59. My time was about to run out. Somehow, my time froze and now I found myself here; sitting with life and time. I pressed my thumb against the second hand and pushed it forward one more millisecond. I am now laying in a pool of my own blood next to the truck that had hit me in the right side of my head. My eyes just stared at the sky and time had started to move. I heard someone call "Ambulance! We need an Ambulance!". They just didn't understand; my time had just ran out.

No Romance Series: Give and Take

There's a problem
If you poke me
I'll poke you too

I'll go back on facebook
I came to look for you

So when you message me
I'll message you too

So when you message me
I'll message you too

If you search me up, you'll find me crazy
Cause we were the best of
The best of
If you type me in, you'll fine me lazy
Cause we were the best of
The best of
Friends

Ziggy Ziggy la la
(Friends)
Ziggy Ziggy ha ha
(Friends)

Ziggy Ziggy la la
(Friends)
Ziggy Ziggy ha ha

And I have pictures in mind
I have to take in time

I can barely think of anything straight
I can barely browse on my laptop

I can barely think of anything straight
I can barely browse on my laptop


So when you message me
I'll message you too

So when you message me
I'll message you too

No Romance Series: Fall for you

Best thing about tonight is the clear black sky
Could it be that I have never seen this before?
I know that thinking would just be wasteful
As I lay on a grassy ground floor

So I hold my breath
Because tonight will be the night the stars come over again
Don't think I'll change my mind
To see them shining across the universe
Because a night like this is hard to ever find
It's almost impossible to find

This was not what was forecasted
I always swore that clouds were always covering up
I always thought that stormy weather
Would eventually fail
But I have loved night time from the start
Ohh, but I held my breath


Because tonight will be the night the stars come over again
Don't think I'll change my mind
To see them shining across the universe
Because a night like this is hard to ever find
It's almost impossible to find

So I breathed in so deep
Breathed in fresh air
Thats mine to keep
Hold onto my hopes
Cause talk is cheap
So I will remember this night
When I fall asleep.


Because tonight will be the night the stars come over again
Don't think I'll change my mind
To see them shining across the universe
Because a night like this is hard to ever find
It's almost impossible to find

Tonight is a night that rarely appears over again
Don't think I can change my mind
Shining stars blanketing my view
I swear it's true
Because a night like this is impossible to find
This is impossible to find


Non romantic version of Fall for you by Second Serenade. I did the whole song this time but I wonder if I missed anything. If I did then oh well, it was fun to write it anyways. I simply adore the night sky when a veil of stars over my entire view of it. Thus, I wrote this song for that purpose instead of some girl.

No Romance Series: Chasing Cars

All that I am
All that I've become

Reflects in the waters glow
It's all I can see

I don't know why
Confused about that as well
To know that these things will never
Change for me after all.

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Could the world pass by as a reflection?

Forget what I know
Before I get too old
Show me a world that burst within my mind

Boring books

I am so stressed out. This whole weekend I've been read this one book and it bores me!! I do not like auto bigraphies but I read this one anyways due to the fact that it is due this upcoming Monday. I cannot seem to finish it though because I am falling so deep into sleep every time I read 5 pages of it. Help me!!

Its not enough

Everyone says that they are protected too much and I could say the same about myself. There are children who are defended by their friends and family so they feel safe. Kids in other countries have to fight for themselves because there is no one there for them. They do not have enough, no matter what we do for them. We are never enough. Guns, swords, and knives everywhere around them while we only see them. The children pick them up and learn how to use them and die. I want to do something for them but I am at a loss of words. I laid back in my bed, knowing my mother if just a few seconds away...

They don't have what I have.

Oddly Enough

I had the weirdest day ever! First off, I came to school early only to find my project partners, who I was supposed to meet up with, not there. Strange considering that I was about 20 minutes late. Secondly, my friends broke out into random dancing during lunch. Lastly, it was a boy I had a crush on's - that has been ignoring me for the past 5 years - birthday. I felt really awkward writing on his facebook wall and I could feel my nerves twitching as I typed every letter. Yes, this day has been quite odd. On the bright side, I learned how to make a better duck noise!

Androphobia Chapter 3

"Carolette! Carolette!" I yelled out for her as i banged on the door. Carolette was in the faculty office with the male teacher while all the other teachers were busy preparing for homeroom. Carolette came out of the classroom and it seemed as though her entire world had been torn apart. I hugged her tightly and glared at Mr. Taneshima. "What have you done to her?" I asked in a antagonized tone. He looked at me with a sadistic grin and walked toward the classroom.

Androphobia Chapter 2

I decided to enter this school in order to follow my mothers wishes. I have been afraid of boys for such a long time so my mother sent me to this school. After the male teacher came into the classroom as our homeroom teacher, Taria and I have been stuck together like glue.

"Hey! Carolette!" Taria called out to me on my way into homeroom. I waved back to her and replied with a soft 'good morning'.

"What are we supposed to do? We have to go back to class with that man" Taria said in disgust while pointing into the room that was right next to us. I hugged her tightly and went close to her ear so I could say "It's alright Taria, we can manage somehow. I will take care of everything". I opened the door to the classroom and there he was. That man that causes woes for all of us.

"Carolette, may I have a word with you?" the man said with a profound calmness in his tone. I glared at him and nodded before looking back at Taria. She had this extremely worried face on her so I patted her on the head and followed the teacher as he was walking away toward the faculty office.

"What do YOU want" I asked with an annoyed tone as we reached the faculty office. He sighed and told me to sit down. If he was not a teacher then I wouldn't have but he was unforgettably. I sat down at the chair he had placed across from him.

"Carolette, I know who you are. Why must you act so difficult when you should be used to men by now you disgusting little brat. What is the reason that you have to come to his particular school?" He said in his now mockingly annoying tone of voice. I was in shock because there had been a fact that I was trying to conceal from the rest of the world. One thing that if anyone would ever find out, I would crush under the weight of my own grief. How could he have known?

"I know that you're a-" he cut himself off and went close to my ear in order to whisper the deadliest of truths.

Androphobia Chapter 1

I had a problem one day. I had a problem so very long ago. When I was so young that I could not even remember what weather it was outside, everyday, whenever a man would enter my room, I would scream. I would cower in fear and become paralyzed within my own fear. They tried to cure me but they only made me worse. Once, they put me with boys in a co-ed school. My fear was slowly converting into hatred. I still was unable to know what to do around them, so I ignored them. I made sure that my eyes did not see, nor hear, nor speak to anyone of the opposite gender. When they would talk to me, I would brush them off. Sooner or later, my transformation was complete. I hated men so much that I could not speak to anyone for even liking them. So the men in red lab coats put me with girls that were just like me. They girls they could not sure of this disorder but, instead, only made worse. That's when I met a certain individual.

"Hi, my name is Carolette" she said with a bright and angelic smile. I looked upon her and thought that she was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen. Her long blonde hair and her piercing blue eyes hit me as if it were an ocean wave, glowing in the sunlight. When she sat down, she was placed next to me.

"Hello Carolette, my name is Taria" I told her. She smirked at me and gave me words of friendship. I was happy.

But this is where it all went wrong.

Ten years later, we were room mates for at least that amount of time. We were placed in a classroom with a male teacher.

"Hello class, my name is Mr. Taneshima" he said calmly with his name written in chalk on the black board right behind him. Carolette lost her mind. She lifted up her desk with a unnatural strength and tossed it at Mr. Taneshima.

"No, no, no, no, NO!!" she screamed from the 5th row on the 3rd seat of the classroom. I touched her shoulder then glared at Mr. Taneshima.

"Scum like you should not be in our school. Leave now or forever condemn yourself to my wrath" I threatened, antagonized at the fact that he was even standing there, breathing. Mr.Taneshima came up to me and grabbed my arm. "Let go of me" I cried. He smiled with a profound joy. "You think you could threaten me with such a weak body?" he whispered when he came too close to my ears.

Paradise

Grassy fields that flow as far as I can see. Nothing to bother me except grass and a big blue sky above me as I laid down upon a grass bed. My mind was clear and everything seemed to be perfectly fine. If I wish to have flowers, all I had to do was conjure them up with a whip of my hand. When rain is desires, I could just wave my hand in the air. No one to yell at me, nothing to stab me in the back. A perfect world for I alone.

Ore wa

They are what shape the corners of the room. They are the ceiling, air, feeling, and walls of this small sector of myself which I had not known about myself. They are the very thing of my existence. They are me.

Shot Down

I touched the part of my shirt that felt damp and then lifted up my hand; I saw red all over my finger tips. This sharp pain was over powering my nerve system and I knelled down in agony. A gun barrel pointed to my head as my captor had said "any final words?". "I have one thing to ask, just one" I told them calmly, trying not to wince. "Tell me... who are you?" I asked. "I am an entity. I am what is and ever will be for yourself, Mrs. Kate. I am your demise" they said as they pulled the trigger. The last thing I head was a click and the sound of a bang. I've been shot.

Twinkling Lights

Lights floating through the sky
No matter how hard I try
I could never reach them

Children gather far and wide
And claim their stars
While I failed

One of them walked over
They offered me theirs
I told them to leave

I keep trying to catch just one
No matter how high I jump
I always fall with nothing

One child came over to me
They had caught two
He gave me one
I gave it back

This is something I have to do
On my own forever
I will catch one
Someday

Insane Asylum

This empty room has so many sounds
All my thoughts in my head are so loud
How can I hold onto my sanity
How can I hold onto my humanity

All the echoing through empty halls
Even if I'm calm, I silently bawl
Leave me alone for just one night
Leave me alone until suns light

Every breath I take
Every heart I break
Belong to me
That's plain to see

My surrounding shakes when I'm so still
Nothing left within me, I've lost my will
Don't look at my agony
Don't look at my insanity

Boy:
There are too many people I have lost.
There are too many blood stains on my hands
There are too many rose petals scattered around
There are too many reasons as to why I should stop

Girl:
So many things have happened that should have ended
So many people who have fallen for such greed
So many erasers to make everything disappear
So many reasons as to why I should clean it up

Boy:
I quit killing and have started to repent

Girl:
I started to sweep dust under the rug

Boy:
I looked upon the world I have created
I looked upon the memories I have to bare
And I deem this...

Girl:
Glancing at my final moments of life
Glancing at the new world I helped to create
I pronounce this...

Unison:
A New Hope

Reflections

Hey, can you hear me? Hi, you may not know me but I am your reflection. Scared? Don't be, I am not here to cause any harm to you. I am merely checking up on you. Remember, I am the only person in this world who you can trust the most; that is what I like to think. Wonder how I got here? You brought me here. Your sub-conscience gave me a call and told me that you were thinking about something fairly deeply. So what seems to be the trouble. Homework? Love? Please, don't tell me you have been trying to figure out the meaning of life again. Last time, you tried asking me and being the reflection of yourself that I am, I threw your words right back at you at the same constant time. Oh, is it that young actor that you've had your eyes on? You know, that guy with the eyes that could make you melt away. I know you were thinking about him like that. You told me in the mirror just before bed as you were brushing your teeth. Embarrassed? It's fine. I am quite used to your gibberish? Hahaha, I have no intention of making fun of you. Want me to leave now? No? You have questions for me? What could you possibly want to ask me? You want to know why I haven't spoken to you beforehand? That is because I had to imitate you so often that I had no time to even peep out a word plus the fact that you turned off the lights on me and left without so much as a goodbye. Geez, how rude could you be? You're sorry? I guess I can forgive you. I really must get back into the mirror soon, my time is almost up. You have one more question. Will I be here to talk to when you go brush your teeth tomorrow and listen to you?... Well, my dear, of course I will. I will always be with you, even if the world may seem to crumble down upon you, I shall be here in wait of your return. Goodbye love. 

Memories of Adopted Abuse

Pull me up and push me down

Even if love is not allowed

Hug me tight and put me to sleep

Is that really all you need

Passing by is all my life

Pick me up and look at me again

Maybe we could make amends

Push me away and turn away

Perhaps this is my price to pay

Passing by is all my life

Hit me and punch me in the face

I have no other home to be placed

Hurt me with your words and yell

As long as we don't end up in hell

Passing by is all my life

Lay me down and let me die

Don't you dare look here and cry

Dig a hole and Bury me

Maybe in heaven I would be free

Passing by is all my life

Misunderstood friendship

I saw this one guy on the bus today. I used to know him when I was younger and he was quite kind. He could always make me laugh and knew how to make me smile. That was until the accident. I yelled out that I hated a boy with the same name as he had. He thought I mean't him and stopped talking to me. Ever since, 6 years later and he still ignores me. Why does this always happen to me? I wanted to talk to him but my shy tendencies prevented me to from apologizing so this grew into a misunderstanding...

One misunderstanding that caused our friendship to fall into pieces and disappear into the breeze. Now I find myself staring at the sky and wondering... does he ever miss me?

Fallen Heaven

Id give you my time to be happy because I know how gloom you are. Your a beautiful fallen angel that i'm glad I met and I don't want to leave you alone. Green eyes that can pierce through an emerald with blonde spikey hair. The kindness of heaven that you had given to me with a soul that I have to bare. Could you stay with me here forever? In a pleasant and sweet memory or will you fade into a dream? Well as long as you never forget me. I know if you ever stare at me and who I truly was; I could say that I am a flower that has been treated by your love. I know that you could never love me the way I do for you but I find myself standing here. Your the closest to heaven that I'll ever reach so I suppose I will let you go from here. You have to find your way back to heaven and that means this is farewell. I could never forget sweet spirit, I hope I can meet you again.

The Minute

The Minute you
turned around
looked at me
made a sound
came to be

That Minute you said
You love me

The best Minute of my Life

Make me Wish

You make me wish that I could say
That everything could fade away
Into what seemed to be yesterday

I gazed upon the forest floor with my legs and arms slowly disappearing. I looked up at the sky and saw its vast beauty before I left the world.

Easily angered and antagonized
People just being objectified
Nightmares being solidified

A boy sitting upon a stump, leaning over a small pond, pondering about why he yelled at his older sister. He glanced across the lake to see a blue butterfly, tiny and frail, fluttering away; he said his farewell to his sister before getting up and walking the other way.

Oh what a pretty little girl, wandering
Oh what a sorry little boy, wondering
Oh what a blue little butterfly, fluttering

Oh what a sad little tale, dimming...

Kokoro

Hearts are easily broken; that doesn't mean you can toss yours away. A heart can break 1000 times and still be repaired with the glue of time and by someone else no matter what, yet when a heart is cast aside, only another being can help you find it. Even so, you may not find it; your heart may be tossed away forever. You would be all alone with an emptiness inside you. You may have a pulse but that does not mean that you have a heart. Just because you have an organ with the same name, that does not mean you have any feeling. Hearts are supposed to break. if you are tired of it breaking, please keep it. No one wants to be alone.